Tuesday, October 21, 2014

How Can Water Come from a Rock? Who Gives Jesus Authority?

Homily by The Rev. Marcia McRae
St. John’s Episcopal Church, Bainbridge, GA, 28 Sept. 2014, Proper 21

Year A RCL: Exodus 17:1-7; Psalm 78:1-4, 12-16; Philippians 2:1-13; Matthew 21:23-32

Who gives Jesus the authority to do what he does? How do you get water from a rock? How can you answer a question with a question? Please be seated.
Our scriptures are full of questions. So I have 2 riddles1 about things you have seen. What holds water even though it is full of holes? [Sponge.] What gets wet when it is drying? [Towel.]
Before we explore how to get water from a rock, tell me: What difference do you notice between the 2 samples of wrapping paper you have just received from our young acolytes? [Color, feel, etc.]
What is used to make paper? [Wood.] Can you make paper from a rock? YES! The brown paper is recycled paper. The white paper is made from stone. We use God's natural gifts to make paper.
How does Moses get water from a rock? God uses nature to give water from the rock in the Wilderness of Sin (pronounced SEEN2), which is the Egyptian word for the fortress, the stronghold, that was there & is mentioned in ancient Egyptian texts.”3 Its limestone rocks drip water. Hitting its soft surface exposes the porous inside that holds water.4 It is easier to get water from a rock than to get people to stay faithful to & trusting in God.
This is hard in that Wilderness of Sin & it's hard the wilderness of sin that isn't a place but a way we live. We know this wilderness of sin is a stronghold that separates us from God & each other. In that stronghold we are likely to complain & forget the unmerited grace God continually offers us.
We sing of that grace in our Psalm, which says: I will open my mouth in a parable – a riddle; I will declare the mysteries/the riddles5, – of ancient times. Our Psalm declares God is faithful despite our sin. God's love overcomes our rebelliousness.
God constantly reaches out to bring us into right relationship with God & into unity with each other. God's love that reaches out to all people confuses the leaders in Jesus' day. Here's what Jesus has been doing that upsets the leaders:
  • He enters Jerusalem on a donkey on Palm Sunday & people joyfully greet him
  • He forces money changers out of the temple
  • He heals the blind & the lame in the temple.
So the leaders question his authority. They ask Jesus a question. Jesus answers with a question. What kind of an answer is that? It's the kind of answer that shows us when someone throws you a ball, you don't have to catch it.
Then Jesus tells a parable. A parable is like a riddle: it's designed to make us think & see things in a new way – especially to see the mystery of God's love in a new way.6
Jesus tells the parable to the leaders, who say they love God. I wonder if Jesus would tell the parable differently here7 since we don't have a lot of vineyards to work in. We do have lots of leaves that the wind blows around our yards. Maybe Jesus would talk about 2 brothers enjoying their electronic devices at home. Bubba plays a game on his i-pad & wants to finish it. Bo is watching football. Their dad asks Bubba if he'll go rake the leaves & put them in trash bags. He says no, he wants to finish on his I-pad. Dad goes to Bo & asks him. Bo says “Sure”. Dad goes to town to buy groceries.
While Dad's gone, Bubba thinks about what he was asked to do: "I can rake leaves & still have time to finish my game." So he pauses it & goes outside to work. Dad returns, sees Bubba raking & asks "Where's Bo?" "I don't know,” Bubba says. “I saw him watching TV."
Dad goes inside & guess what he sees? Bo's still sitting there watching another football game!
I wonder what their dad thinks about each of his sons. The 2 brothers show us who really does what the father asks. How we respond – what we do – is what counts.
So, if someone asks you by whose authority Jesus does what he does, what do you say? DO you know who gives Jesus authority to change our lives for the better? I think you do.
You & I are blessed: We DO know that God gives Jesus the authority. We say this each time we say the Nicene or the Apostles Creed. We can thank God for sending us Jesus to do what he does to make life whole & beautiful & to help us live in holy unity as God wants us to live.
Our life in holy community reflects the unity of God the Holy Trinity. Our unity is important for us as Christians, who claim to love Jesus, who willingly dies for us on the cross. It is important for those whose lives we touch. In his letter to the Philippians, Paul reminds us our unity is important.
We strengthen our unity here. At this holy table, we gain strength to serve Jesus where we are. At this table we gain confidence that, when we need it, God’s grace will even come unexpectedly like water from a rock.
God fills us with grace at this holy table. God nourishes us with Jesus' Body & Blood that come from natural substances of bread & wine. God gives us these gifts to help us be strong like a rock & open to God.
Our scriptures tell us God wants us to be faithful in our relationship with God.8 Our Psalm tells us of the history of God’s redemption of us... 9 It assures us God has acted in the past, we can trust God in the present, & we can trust God with the future.10
This is Good News that we have to share! God died for the love of us. So how do you respond to God's love? How do you – how do we – respond in situations like Moses & Jesus face when people challenge them? What will help you remember to trust God? How can you remember to ask God for help?
Let us pray. Holy God, help us to build our relationship with you & each other. When we face challenges that seem impossible, help us to remember that we serve you – the Creator who makes water come from a rock. We ask this in the name of Jesus, our strong rock. Amen.+

Bibliography
Book of Common Prayer. New York: The Church Hymnal Corp., and The Seabury Press. 1979.
Broadt, Lawrence. Reading the Old Testament: An Introduction. New York: Paulist Press. 1984.

Ellingsen, Mark. Proper 21 | OT 26 | Pentecost 16, Cycle A. http://www.lectionaryscripturenotes.com Accessed: Sept. 26, 2014.

Harper’s Bible Commentary. General Ed.: James. L. Mays. San Francisco: Harper & Row Publishers, 1988.
Harper’s Bible Dictionary. General Ed.: Paul J. Achtemeier. San Francisco: Harper & Row Publishers, 1971S.
Holy Bible with the Apocrypha. New Revised Standard Version. New York: Oxford University Press. 1989.
Jewish Study Bible: Jewish Publication Society Tanakh Translation.New York: Oxford University Press. 2004.
Lectionary Page. http://www.lectionarypage.net/. Accessed: 4 Aug. 2014.
"Lectionary Scripture Notes: background briefs on Lectionary texts." Lima: CSS Publishing Company. http://www.lectionaryscripturenotes.com/newsletter650.html Accessed: Sept. 26, 2014.
Levenson, Jon D. Sinai & Zion: An Entry into the Jewish Bible. Minneapolis: Winston Press. 1985.
The New American Bible for Catholics. South Bend: Greenlawn Press. 1986.
New Oxford Annotated Bible with the Apocrypha. Herbert G. May, Bruce M. Metzger, eds. New York: Oxford University Press, Incorporated, 1977.
Scott-Craig, T.S.K. A Guide to Pronouncing Biblical Names. Harrisburg: Morehouse Publishing. 1982.
1 Note: From Sermons4Kids.com. http://www.sermons4kids.com/. Accessed: 24 Sept. 2014.
2 Scott-Craig, T.S.K. A Guide to Pronouncing Biblical Names. P. 87.
3 Harper’s Bible Dictionary. P. 955.
4 Jewish Study Bible: Jewish Publication Society Tanakh Translation P. 142.
5 Concept of riddles from Ellingsen, Mark. http://www.lectionaryscripturenotes.com Accessed: Sept. 26, 2014.
6 Harper’s Bible Commentary. P. 470.
7 Note: Adapted from Sermons4Kids.com. http://www.sermons4kids.com/. Accessed: 24 Sept. 2014.
8 Broadt, Lawrence. Reading the Old Testament: An Introduction. P. 175.
9 Levenson, Jon D. Sinai & Zion: An Entry into the Jewish Bible. P. 146.
10 Harper’s Bible Commentary. P. 469.

Manna: What Is It?


Homily by The Rev. Marcia McRae
St. John’s Episcopal Church, Bainbridge, GA, 21 Sept. 2014, Proper 20

Year A RCL: Exodus 16:2-15; Psalm 105: 1-6, 37-45; Philippians 1:21-30; Matthew 20:1-16

How can we balance our lives between earthly things & heavenly things?
Paul reminds us in today's lesson from Philippians that “to live in the flesh means fruitful labor for us” & that we are “to live (our) life in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ. (We are to stand) firm in one spirit, striving side by side with one mind for the faith of the gospel...”
In our Gospel parable, Jesus asks if we are jealous because God is generous. Jesus tells us the love with which we do God's work counts more than the amount of work we do.1 The “payment” we receive is God's grace, a free gift we cannot earn.2 We may see a gift of God's grace & respond with curiosity & wonder like the people in Exodus when they see the manna: they ask “What is it?”
What is that grace of balance we ask God for in our Collect? We ask not be anxious about earthly things that are passing away so that we can love & hold fast heavenly things that endure. What is that balance?
Think of a tight-rope walker high above the ground, holding a long pole, that shifts a bit to help maintain balance. We stay focused on our goal, on what's important. We have to adjust our movements, our responses as breezes blow around us. We keep looking forward. We don't look down on anyone.
How do we develop this skill? Like most skills, we work at it: do it, reflect on how we did, adjust & work on it more. We practice & hone our abilities. We do this in our work as the Body of Christ. It is essential work to keep ourselves embraced in this holy fellowship, centered in God's love.
God's love feeds us like manna in the wilderness. God's love feeds us at this Holy Table with bread & wine that God invites us to share as Beloved Sisters & Brothers in Christ.
Today's scriptures tell us what it is like when we get off balance in our relationship with God & each other: We complain. While we may focus our complaint on an individual, we are really complaining against God like the people in Exodus. We complain against God who gives us life & relationships to share in this life.
In Exodus people complain that they were better off with their old life: Why did you have to go & change things, Moses? In Matthew the workers complain that they should be paid more than the latecomers: Why did you not change what you promised to pay us so we'd get more?
Exodus speaks of real human need: hunger in the wilderness. God satisfies that need & gives the people the opportunity to adjust their attitudes, to trust & obey God. Testing gives us the opportunity to grow & see for ourselves how we have grown or can grow in God's grace & love.
Using natural phenomena, God sends quail & bread from heaven. Bread & quails still fall from heaven in the Sinai.3 The difference is, for the people in Exodus, they come in the quantities needed & at times of year in addition to the usual months they are there4. As the Jewish Study Bible notes: great numbers of quail migrate between Africa & Europe. Exhausted, some drop to the ground where people easily collect them.5
As for the bread, the people say “What is it?” They say in Hebrew “manna”,6 which means “What is it?” They have not seen this flaky stuff that is “still called 'manna ' in Arabic” & which Bedouins use for sweetener.7 It comes from insects that ingest tree sap & excrete it on branches, where it crystallizes into solids that fall to the ground.8
So the Creator of all that is uses the natural processes in Creation to provide people what they need. Is it any less of a miracle & blessing from God when what we need comes from a natural phenomena?
Is it any less of a miracle when what we need to sustain our lives or our livelihood comes in the form of an unexpected gift, a generous donor?
Is the kidney a man in Washington needed any less of a miracle because a young South Carolina medical student had gotten on a general donor list, was the perfect match, & said to this stranger: “Take my extra kidney. I want you to have it. It's yours.” She does this knowing she will suffer physical adjustments.9
Will you miss seeing the miracle if an employer hires you late in the day & pays you more than you expect? Will you complain if you've worked all day & receive what you agreed to with the employer & then see latecomers receive the same?
Remember the Wolf of Resentment & the Wolf of Peace from last week10: The first wolf represents fear, resentment, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, inferiority, jealousy & lies. This is the wolf of those disgruntled workers, who are arrogant & self-pitying. They see their worth as greater than late-comers. They are jealous of & envy that extra money & are indulging in self-pity about not having more than they were promised. They are angry. They regret not bargaining for more.
They do not know what Peter Marshall tells us: “If you hug to yourself any resentment against anybody else, you destroy the bridge by which God would come to you.”11
The other wolf, the Wolf of Peace, maintains that bridge. This is the wolf of joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, compassion & truth. The Wolf of Peace stays centered in God's love through the practice of serenity, through compassion, a sense of “if I were in their shoes, I'd be grateful for that extra pay”. This benevolence of spirit makes generosity possible. The Wolf of Peace knows he or she will suffer no lack because God gives abundantly to others. This wolf celebrates your good fortune, your blessings.
How can you stay centered in God's love like the Wolf of Peace so that you can see the miracle of generosity that a human would offer a full day's wage to latecomers? Notice: The latecomers trust the landowner to pay them something. They go to work without knowing what they will receive. Do you have that strong trust?
How do you develop it? What is strong trust?
Is strong trust like manna, something we see & ask: What is it?


Bibliography
Barclay, William. The Gospel of Matthew: Vol. 2 . Revised Ed. Philadelphia: The Westminster Press. 1975.
Book of Common Prayer. New York: The Church Hymnal Corp., and The Seabury Press. 1979.
Harper’s Bible Commentary. General Ed.: James. L. Mays. San Francisco: Harper & Row Publishers. 1988.
Holy Bible. New Revised Standard Version. New York: Oxford University Press. 1989.
Jewish Study Bible: Jewish Publication Society TANAKH Translation. New York: Oxford University Press. 2004.
Lectionary Page. http://www.lectionarypage.net/. Accessed: 4 Aug. 2014.
The New American Bible for Catholics. South Bend: Greenlawn Press. 1986.
Voyle, Robert J. Restoring Hope: Appreciative Strategies to Resolve Grief and Resentment. Hillsboro, OR: The Appreciative Way. 2010.
Voyle, Robert J. “The Art of Resolving Resentment”. Forgiveness Forum: Teach Your Congrgation How to Forgive. www.appreciativeway.com. 2014.
1 Barclay, William. The Gospel of Matthew: Vol. 2 . P. 226.
2 Ibid.
3 Jewish Study Bible: Jewish Publication Society TANAKH Translation. P. 140
4 Ibid.
5 Ibid.
6 Ibid.
7 Ibid.
8 Ibid.
9 Note: I have known this young Christian since she was born. She was baptized & brought up in the Episcopal Church.
10 Note: from Voyle, Robert J. “The Art of Resolving Resentment”. Forgiveness Forum: Teach Your Congrgation How to Forgive. www.appreciativeway.com. 2014.
11 Quoted by Robert J. Voyle in “The Art of Resolving Resentment”. P. 73.

The Art of Forgiveness Knows No Limit

Homily by The Rev. Marcia McRae
St. John’s Episcopal Church, Bainbridge, GA, 14 Sept. 2014, Proper 19

Year A RCL: Exodus 14:19-31; Psalm 114; Romans 14:1-12; Matthew 18:21-35

What makes life fulfilling for you? Fear, resentment, anger or joy, peace, love?
A Cherokee Parable1 tells of an elder Native American teaching his grandchildren about life. He says to them: “A fight is going on inside me. It is a terrible fight...between 2 wolves. One wolf represents fear, resentment, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, inferiority, jealousy & lies. The other wolf stands for joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, compassion & truth.
This same fight is going on inside of you & every other person too.” The children think for a bit. Then one child asks: “Grandfather, which wolf will win?” The wise one replies simply: “The one I feed.”
Key words in this are resentment for the one wolf & peace for the other wolf.2 Which wolf do you feed? Forgiveness is an essential nutrient for the wolf of peace.
Jesus tells us in today's Gospel to forgive not just 7 times but 77 times. In the Bible, 7 is the perfect number, the idea of completeness like at Creation3 when God calls the world & us into being in 6 days & rests to enjoy that completeness on the 7th day. We are to have a day to rest & worship to celebrate our completeness in God's love.
Jesus challenges Peter – and us – to live into that completeness. Forgiveness nourishes it. Jesus expects us to offer an infinite amount of forgiveness4. How can we do this?
How can we do this when So-And-So has done what they did to me? How could they? They shouldn't have done that! They should have been reasonable. They should have cared about me. They should have respected me. They should have apologized.
Notice: How that set of questions & statements has a demand quality to it. They are from the wolf of resentment, demanding that the past should have been different. Demanding that the past should have been different is a really good way to stay miserable.
As Nelson Mandela said:Resentment is like drinking poison & then hoping it will kill your enemies.”5 Resentment takes considerable energy & effort from us. And it's a way of staying near the person (who hurt you).6
More important than question of how could they do that to us is this question that speaks to the heart of our faith in Jesus: How can Jesus forgive us – each of us – as he hangs dying in agony, nailed to that cross?
Jesus cries out: “Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.” If Jesus can forgive us for doing that, how can we not forgive each other an infinite number of times?
Notice: Jesus says “Forgive them. They don't know what they are doing.” In other words: We are clueless. Our bad behavior comes from ignorance & really bad behavior comes from profound ignorance. Our resentment is arguing with ignorance. You can't win an argument with profound ignorance. Beheading people shows profound ignorance.
When it comes to forgiving, many of us are like a car stuck in mud: we just can't get enough traction to get out of it. What stirs solid soil into mud? The murky water of resentment that confuses forgiveness with reconciliation & trust.
To get traction to get out of that mud, know this: There is a difference between forgiveness & reconciliation. God-given wisdom tells us there are times to forgive from a distance, times it is wise not to restore a relationship, for example, an abusive relationship. Think of what we've heard on the news about NFL players & have read in the Post-Searchlight headlines about an abusive father.
Forgiveness is something we do about a past experience that is totally independent from the person who hurt us. It may not be helpful to talk to the person we are forgiving. In most cases our motivation to talk to the person is to get them to acknowledge the hurt they caused.
The beneficiary of forgiveness is yourself. The secondary beneficiaries are other people in your life. Resentment leaks into all relationships, so people in our lives, who had nothing to do with the injury, suffer because resentment deprives those we love of our best self.
Forgiveness precedes reconciliation. It does not require reconciliation, which is an agreement between 2 or more people about how they will live & interact in the future. (Think of South Africa's Truth & Reconciliation Commission's work in the post-Apartheid era.)7 God longs for us to be reconciled, yet it is impossible to force a person to do that.
Forgiveness doesn’t mean we have to trust people, especially when they have yet to demonstrate that they are trustworthy. Forgiveness means we can continue to protect ourselves from untrustworthy people. But: we don’t have to protect ourselves with a wall of resentment.
The Art of Forgiving sets you free from the walled prison of resentment. It releases you from spending so much of your time & draining so much energy in that hard labor of resentment.
We can’t change the past. Demanding that the past would have been different does not change it.
Think of the unbearably hot & muggy weather we had the last few weeks & the gnats that kept us company to make us more miserable. Got that picture in your mind? Feel the misery & physical discomfort. Feel the frustration about what the weather forces you to do & what it prevents you from doing. How hot does it make that attic you have to go up into in the Parish Hall to check the roof? How much more yard work do you have to do now with gnats because it was too miserable to do it then?
Please join me in demanding that the heat & gnats wouldn’t have happened. Come on, demand that with me. Heat & gnats: we DEMAND that you were different last week. Say it with me: Heat & gnats: we DEMAND that you were different last week.
Notice how hard we have “demanded” that the heat & gnats wouldn’t have been the way they were.
What has changed? Look at the futility of our demanding that the past be different.
In the Art of Forgiveness, it doesn’t matter whether people should or should not have done something, despite how heinous their actions were. The fact is they did what they did regardless of its morality. Demanding they didn’t do it does not change what they did. So what are we to do with our demands?
Rather than demand that the past be different, we can prefer that the past would have been different. Converting demands into preferences keeps our values – your values – intact. Forgiveness does not require that we violate our values by saying something doesn’t matter – especially when it does matter.
When we say, “I would have preferred that you hadn’t done X or had done Z” we can feel a difference & notice what it is that we value that was violated. We can think about that value being with us in the future & sharing it with someone else...When we are looking forward to something, we get unstuck from the past.
As we get unstuck, we can release the person into the completeness of God's unconditional love.
As we release the person into the completeness of God's unconditional love, we stand firmly on Holy Ground.
Freed from the mud of resentment & unforgiving-ness, we can stand on Holy Ground in this place & share Holy Communion to nourish the wolf of peace.
 

Bibliography
Bacon, Ed. 8 Habits of Love: Open Your Heart, Open Your Mind. Boston: Grand Central Life & Style. Grand Central Publishing. 2011.
Book of Common Prayer And Hymnal. New York: The Church Hymnal Corp., and The Seabury Press. 1979.
Harper’s Bible Dictionary. General Ed.: Paul J. Achtemeier. San Francisco: Harper & Row Publishers, 1971.
Holy Bible. New Revised Standard Version. New York: Oxford University Press. 1989.
Jewish Study Bible: Jewish Publication Society TANAKH Translation. New York: Oxford University Press. 2004.
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Migliore, Daniel L. Faith Seeking Understanding: An Introduction to Christian Theology. 2nd Ed. Grand Rapids: William B. Eerdmans Publishing Co. 2004.
The New American Bible for Catholics. South Bend: Greenlawn Press. 1986.
Voyle, Robert J. Restoring Hope: Appreciative Strategies to Resolve Grief and Resentment. Hillsboro, OR: The Appreciative Way. 2010.
Voyle, Robert J. “The Art of Resolving Resentment”. Forgiveness Forum: Teach Your Congrgation How to Forgive. www.appreciativeway.com. 2014.
1 Voyle, Robert J. “The Art of Resolving Resentment”. Forgiveness Forum: Teach Your Congrgation How to Forgive. P. 66.Ibid. Voyle. P. 54.
2 Ibid.
3 Harper's Bible Dictionary. P.711.
4 The New American Bible for Catholics. P. 1039.
5 Ibid. Voyle. P. 54, quoting Mandela.
6 Ibid. Voyle. P. 57. Note: Paraphrase of his quoting Kare Anderson.
7 Bacon. Ibid. Pp. 119-121.