Friday, August 23, 2013

Limping with Different Opinions? Live with Contradiction!

Limping with Different Opinions?
Live with Contradiction!
Homily by The Rev. Marcia McRae
St. John’s Episcopal Church, Bainbridge, GA; 2nd Sunday after Pentecost, 2 June 2013
Year C RCL: 1 Kings 18:20-21 (22-29), 30-39; Psalm 96; Galatians 1:1-12; Luke 7:1-10

What amazing trust we hear in our scriptures! What amazing contradictions! We hear the ebb & flow of faith & loyalty, of action & stillness. People follow God, fall away & return to God in the multi-cultural, polytheistic world of Elijah, Paul, & Jesus.
 
We live in a multi-cultural, polytheistic world.
How do we sing a new song to this 21st century world so that all people can ascribe to God – credit God – recognize that God IS Creator of all?
God creates all, including the fire & the water that are the focus of the power struggle between the prophet Elijah & Baal’s prophets, who work for Jezebel, the wife of King Ahab. She is the daughter of a king1. Baal is her culture’s god of rain & water2. As royalty, her duty is to champion her god.3 
The land of Israel is in drought
& Elijah takes the heat.

The Israelites support both the God of Israel & Baal. They do not see this as deserting God.4
 Elijah sees this differently. A “radical monotheist,”5 Elijah asks:
“How long will you go limping with
two different opinions?”
He sounds like Paul writing to the Galatians:
I am astonished you are so quickly
 deserting (God)...”
 
The Galatians are limping with different opinions.

The people Elijah speaks to, the people Paul writes to seem like children learning to walk, holding onto something with each hand, afraid to let go & trust.
 
People are afraid to let go & trust God,
to trust God’s Good News in Jesus.
 
People are afraid to establish this relationship.
 
Relationships require the hard work of
 
balancing action & stillness.

Elijah does the hard work of balancing action & stillness, waiting for God to act. Elijah challenges Baal’s prophets. The contest is to see whose god will respond & send fire to burn up their respective sacrifices on their respective altars. Baal’s prophets go first. That noisy bunch tries hard & gets no response.
Nothing happens.

Totally trusting God, Elijah prays 

simple words that contrast with all

the shouts of Baal’s prophets.

His actions contradict what seems

logical . . . .

He makes sure the altar he sets up for God, the wood to 
burn the sacrifice, and the sacrifice itself are completely
soaked.
¿You pour water on something you want to burn?

Elijah does the hard work of balancing his action & waiting in stillness for God.

God sends fire that devours the drenched 
offering, the soaked altar & licks up
the extra water.
So much for Baal’s power. So much for Baal as the god of water.
 
The people see, believe &

turn to God.

What a contrast we see in the steadfast faith of the centurion in our Gospel. He sends for Jesus & says:
"(Don’t come all the way to my house, just)
say the word & let my servant be healed."

The centurion sounds like Elijah who prays: “O Lord...let it be known...that you are God...that I have done all these things at your bidding...” The centurion says he is “under authority” & does the bidding of others. People under his authority do his bidding.
The centurion demonstrates the balance
of action & stillness: quiet trust, waiting.

The centurion balances active life in the world & a life of faith in close relationship with the people of God. Balance requires times of action & times of stillness.
(A)ction springs from stillness.6 This sounds like a contradiction – like Elijah’s preparing the sacrifice to be burned AND soaking it with water. This kind of contradiction is at the heart of the spirituality of St. Benedict that author Esther de Waal discusses in her book Living with Contradiction: An Introduction to Benedictine Spirituality.
When we balance working with God & waiting with God, we grow & we gain insight for what’s next in active ministry.7
It is hard to hold opposites in balance8. Yet without this 

balance, our “(a)ction is more likely to grow out of

confusion..., fear or self-interest;
it is less likely to be grounded in God.”9
 
We live in a world limping with 

different opinions.

In this noisy, busy world

“that is angry, fear-ridden, distracted...”10,

we can live with contradiction.
 
We can balance action & stillness.
 
As de Waal says, and I paraphrase parts: (E)ven in...the most busy & active daily life...[WE] can...carry a heart of stillness, an awareness of God’s presence...”11
Even in...the most busy & active

daily life,

we can carry a heart of stillness.

We can carry an awareness of

God’s presence.

Amen.

Bibliography
1Book1Diocese. http://1book1diocese.georgiaepiscopal.org. Accessed: 8 January 2013.
Boadt, Lawrence. Reading the Old Testament: An Introduction. New York: Paulist Press. 1984.
Chittister, Joan. The Monastery of the Heart: An Invitation to a Meaningful Life. www.bluebridgebooks.com: (United Tribes Media Inc.) BlueBridge. 2011.
De Waal, Esther. Living with Contradiction: An Introduction to Benedictine Spirituality. Harrisburg: Morehouse Publishing. 1989.
Harper’s Bible Commentary. General Ed.: James. L. Mays. San Francisco: Harper & Row Publishers. 1988.
Holy Bible. New Revised Standard Version. New York: Oxford University Press. 1989.
Holy Bible with the Apocrypha. New Revised Standard Version. New York: Oxford University Press. 1989.
Jewish Study Bible: Jewish Publication Society TANAKH Translation. New York: Oxford University Press. 2004.
Lectionary Page. http://www.lectionarypage.net/. Accessed: 10 April 2013.
Matthews, Victor H. Social World of the Hebrew Prophets. Peabody, MA: Hendrickson Publishers. Inc. 2001.
Merriam-Webster. Smartphone Dictionary app. Merriam-Webster Inc. 2012.
New Oxford Annotated Bible with the Apocrypha. Eds.: Herbert G. May, Bruce M. Metzger. New York: Oxford University Press, Incorporated, 1977.
Partnoy, Frank. Wait: The Art and Science of Delay. New York: Public Affairs (Perseus Book Group). 2012.
1 Jewish Study Bible: Jewish Publication Society TANAKH Translation. P. 711.
2 Ibid. P. 714.
3 Note: I read this some time ago, and cannot find the source to credit.
4 Jewish Study Bible. P. 714.
5 Ibid. P. 711.
6 De Waal, Esther. Living with Contradiction: An Introduction to Benedictine Spirituality. P. 107.
7 Ibid. P. 105.
8 Ibid. P. 107.
9 Ibid. P. 108.
10 Ibid. P. 112.
11 Ibid. P. 112. De Waal. Living with Contradiction.

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Life In Holy Relationship: A Mystery to Savor & Delight In

Life In Holy Relationship Is A Mystery:
Savor It, Delight In The Gift & Play!

Trinity Sunday Homily by The Rev. Marcia McRae
At St. John’s Episcopal Church, Bainbridge, GA, 26 May, 2013
Year C RCL: Proverbs 8:1-4, 22-31; Psalm 8; Romans 5:1-5; John 16:12-15
Welcome back to St. John’s Sunday Mystery Series! We pick up from last week’s Mystery of the coming of the Holy Spirit to explore the Mystery we know as the Holy Trinity. I spell Mystery with a capital M – as if it were a name for God.
 As you can see from this small sample of books I have with me, I love a good mystery. How many of you do? (For those who don’t, we’ll get to some straight talk about this Mystery.) This Holy Book. The Bible,  is filled with Mystery. 
 Whether it’s Harry Potter or Sherlock Holmes, the main character faces a mystery, a contradiction, & strives to set things right. Mystery writers have a gift of giving us clues, but keeping us guessing until the right moment....The waiting is difficult.  . . . . . The waiting is playful.
For those who don’t like mystery stories, here's that straight talk about today's Mystery:
  • Today’s scriptures point us to the Mystery of the Holy Trinity: Father, Son & Holy Spirit – the 3 in One / One in 3. When we encounter Mystery words are inadequate.
  • We can say the Holy Trinity is like the Chapel at Honey Creek (our Diocesan Camp & Conference Center): its triangular shape IS one building with height, width, depth: 3 dimensions form one building.
  • We can use the analogy of family: I am my parents’ daughter, I am my husband's wife, I am our son’s mother: one person with 3 ways of being in relationship.
  • These simple analogies are inadequate to describe the profound Mystery of God.
God creates all. Jesus shows us how to live, dies to save us, rises again & ascends, & by his departure increases his presence with us1. Through the gift of the Holy Spirit, Jesus increases his presence – not decreases his presences2 with us.
God’s love creates us to be “in a relationship”3 (with God & all God’s creation). God the Holy Trinity IS the essence of relationship. God makes us for relationship in community & draws us into God’s Holy Community.
As our lesson in Romans says, God’s love has been poured into our hearts. We have an abiding relationship with the Holy Trinity. In addition to relationship, God also puts into us aspects or characteristics of God. Our Psalm says we have God-given dignity4. God adorns us with glory & honor. It is a gift.
We have more value than we understand.
God cherishes us!
And God gives us Wisdom.

Proverbs poetically tells us about Wisdom, which comes from God, “is an aspect or activity of God...”5, & is available to all people.
Wisdom in Greek is Sophia – Holy Wisdom, sometimes called St. Sophia,6 for which our Daughters of the King Chapter is named.
Wisdom says we have to pace ourselves – especially when we encounter Mystery.
Jesus says in today’s Gospel that we have a limit to what we can hear, what we can understand.

It’s like a dream I remember. In the dream, my husband, John, gives me a gift; I open it. It’s a delightful trinket he with a note that starts a scavenger hunt for a series of gifts. Each gift is better than the preceding gifts. Each gift is the clue to finding the next gift.
At first, I do really well solving each mystery. By the 4th one, I’m clueless. It is a wonderful gift. I’d love to stop & enjoy, but I want to keep going & find the ultimate gift.
But this gift’s clue is a mystery.
John looks really disappointed. He’s pleased that I have found some gifts. He’s disappointed that I’ve run in all directions, finding them, tearing into the gift, saying “Ooo that’s nice; I really like it...” & running to the next.
He says: “I’m happy you like the gifts. I’m disappointed you aren’t giving yourself time to enjoy each one. I wanted you to have fun. I wanted us to play together & savor each gift...”

I think that was really Jesus talking to me in my dream.

How often do we forget to savor the moment? Forget to play? Proverbs tells us that Wisdom delights in humans... Some Bibles say Wisdom is beside God not as a master worker (as our version says), but as “a little child,”7 a “darling child”8 that plays with God while God does the work of creation.
There is Wisdom in being playful.
We do work hard here. Do we play? Do we do what Wisdom does? Do we delight in each other & all God’s creation?
Delight in the Mystery of 3 in One, One in 3.
Savor the Mystery that we are humans with God living within us.

Life in Holy Relationship IS a Mystery.
Savor it.

Delight in the gift
 & Play!



Bibliography
Behind the Name: the etymology and history of first names. http://www.behindthename.com/names/usage/biblical. Accessed: 23 May 2013.
Chittister, Joan. The Monastery of the Heart: An Invitation to a Meaningful Life. www.bluebridgebooks.com: (United Tribes Media Inc.) BlueBridge. 2011.
De Waal, Esther. Living with Contradiction: An Introduction to Benedictine Spirituality. Harrisburg: Morehouse Publishing. 1989.
Dios Habla Hoy: La Biblia. New York: American Bible Society. 1983.
Harper’s Bible Commentary. General Ed.: James. L. Mays. San Francisco: Harper & Row Publishers. 1988.
Holy Bible. New Revised Standard Version. New York: Oxford University Press. 1989.
Holy Bible with the Apocrypha. New Revised Standard Version. New York: Oxford University Press. 1989.
Hughes, Robert Davis III. Beloved Dust: Tides of the Spirit in the Christian Life. New York: Continuum. 2008.
Jewish Study Bible: Jewish Publication Society TANAKH Translation. New York: Oxford University Press. 2004.
Landinsky, Daniel. The Subject Tonight is Love: 60 Wild and Sweet Poems of Hafiz. New York: Penguin Compass. The Penguin Group. 2003.
Lectionary Page. http://www.lectionarypage.net/. Accessed: 10 April 2013.
Long, Thomas G. What Shall We Say? Evil, Suffering, and the Crisis of Faith. Grand Rapids: William B. Eerdmans Publishing Co. 2011.
New Oxford Annotated Bible with the Apocrypha. Eds.: Herbert G. May, Bruce M. Metzger. New York: Oxford University Press, Incorporated, 1977.
La Sacra Bibbia. Versione Riveduta. Roma: Società Biblica Británica & Forestiera. 1990.
Seeing God Everywhere: Essays on Nature and the Sacred. Ed.: Barry McDonald. Bloomington: World Wisdom, Inc. 2003.
VOX: Modern Spanish and English Dictionary. Compiled by the Editors of Biblograf, S.A. Chicago: NTC Publishing Group. 1986.
1 Harper’s Bible Commentary. General Ed.: James. L. Mays. P. 1070.
2 Ibid.
3 Hughes, Robert Davis III. Beloved Dust: Tides of the Spirit in the Christian Life. P. 59.
4 New Oxford Annotated Bible with the Apocrypha. Eds.: Herbert G. May, Bruce M. Metzger. P. 660.
5 Ibid. P. 778.
6 Behind the Name: the etymology and history of first names. Accessed: 23 May 2013. http://www.behindthename.com/names/usage/biblical.
7 New Oxford Annotated Bible. P. 778.
8 Harper’s Bible Commentary. P. 508.

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Some Things Surpass Our Understanding

Easter 6 Homily By The Rev. Marcia McRae
St. John’s Episcopal Church, Bainbridge, GA, 5 May 2013
Year C RCL Acts 16:9-15; Psalm 67; Revelation 21:10, 22-22:5; John 14:23-29
Jessica is a busy executive in Washington, DC, who handles chaos at the office by getting (her tutu) on1. What does that mean: she is getting (her tutu) on?
 What image comes to your mind?. . . . .

Getting her Tutu on means Jessica is in her office, finding that still place within. She is practicing “The Habit of Stillness” that author Ed Bacon (who grew up in Georgia) writes about in his book, 8 Habits of Love: Open Your Heart, Open Your Mind.

Bacon (who preached at the National Cathedral on Easter) says that Jessica was inspired to practice stillness when she heard Archbishop Desmond Tutu preach – so her tutu is capital T-u-t-u. When work gets chaotic, she reminds herself to get her Tutu onto find that stillness Archbishop Tutu preached about at All Saints Episcopal in Pasadena, Calif.

Reminding herself to get her Tutu on is a handy prompt to engage the "Habit of Stillness" – her positive response to stress. The author, who is rector at All Saints, says Jessica knows the value of stillness; it helps her not waste valuable time in problem-solving.2 It reminds her to find her stillness.
Some of us call this Centering Prayer.

Whether we are getting our Tutu on, finding our stillness, or practicing centering prayer, our concepts come from experience, from something we understand.

Our Collect (which you recall “collects” our thoughts to focus on what the Scriptures say) tells us God has prepared for us such good things that they “surpass our understanding.”  The writers of today’s scriptures tell us about good things that surpass their understanding.
They use imagery of what they do know.

The writer of Revelation tells us about his vision. He bases his descriptions on what he knows from the Hebrew Bible - from Isaiah 603 and from Genesis 2. As he describes the heavenly Jerusalem, we hear echoes from the Garden of Eden: the tree of life, the river flowing from Eden4.

 In Revelation the tree of life grows on both sides of the river of the water of life – the river that  flows from God.
 The tree provides everything we need for life & healing. We lack nothing. We need no light. The glory of God’s face shines & lights all....like we hear in Psalm 67:
“May God...show us the light of his countenance & come to us.” The Jewish Study Bible says this literally means “make his face shine”... (it is) 
“the visible expression of (God’s) benevolence”5 
 This Psalm & Revelation give us a vision of God’s love spreading throughout the world to all people, all nations.

We see God’s love spread as Paul responds to the vision he has & goes to Philippi. Apparently that city has so few Jews they have no synagogue, so they gather at the river for prayer6. Lydia is a Gentile worshiper of God, who worships with the Jews. She has a habit of prayer, a habit of stillness in God’s presence.

In a vision Paul sees a man asking him to come to Philippi “and help us”.     Us?    Who?    God?    The Holy Trinity?
God has laid the ground work for Paul’s message that opens Lydia’s heart. She is the first Christian convert there. Notice:
God opens Lydia’s heart to listen
to what Paul says.

God is active before we have a vision. God is active as we act on it. God is active in & through us. Jesus says in today’s Gospel that God sends the Holy Spirit to teach us & remind us what Jesus has said. Jesus says:
“Peace I leave with you; my own peace I give to you. I do not give to you as the world gives.
 Do not let your hearts be trouble,
& do not let them be afraid.” 
Fear is rampant in our world, in our culture, in in our news, in our lives. We live lives of clinched fists. Clinch your fist & hold, hold, hold. Now: slowly,     slowly,   very s-l-o-w-l-y  relax the grip.   Let it go.    Feel the difference.

The loosening of a clinched fist is how Ed Bacon describes the feeling as his shoulders & upper arms relax when he practices "The Habit of Stillness"7.
In the stillness we find peace.

The Habit of Stillness, the habit of Centering Prayer – finding that quiet place to be with God – readies us for chaos that is part of life.
Stillness increases our sense of peace.
In it we find the peace Jesus promises.
The peace that surpasses our understanding.

It is the peace that we read in Martin Rinkart’s hymn, “Now thank we all our God.” He wrote it in 1636 during the turbulent 30 Years War8, whose atrocities & suffering sound like news from Syria today: refugees fleeing to a safer place, crowding into a walled town, besieged, fearful.9 
As pastor in the besieged city, Rinkart (also Rinckart), weakened by famine & the pestilence that are part of such overcrowding10 maintained his belief in mercy even as he buried the dead, conducting funeral services for as many as (40) to (50) people (daily) – including his wife & some of his children.”11

Please open your Blue Hymnals to #396, Rinckart’s Hymn. Look at Verse 2:
“O may this bounteous God through all our life be near us! With ever joyful hearts and blessed peace to cheer us; and keep us in his grace, and guide us when perplexed, and free us from all ills in this world and the next.”
Please read Verse 2 with me: 
“O may this bounteous God through all our life
be near us!
With ever joyful hearts & blessed peace to cheer us;
& keep us in his grace,
& guide us when perplexed,
& free us from all ills in this world & the next.”

 
This man has just buried his wife & children & 40 other people.
He is suffering from famine & filth.

Yet he has grace, stillness, peace.
He writes of peace – peace that the world cannot give.

 

Bibliography
Bacon, Ed. 8 Habits of Love: Open Your Heart, Open Your Mind. New York: Grand Central Life & Style. Hachette Book Group. 2012.
Behind the Name: the etymology and history of first names. http://www.behindthename.com/names/usage/biblical. Accessed: 2 May 2013.
Book of Common Prayer. New York: Church Publishing Inc. 1986.
Hallelujah: The Poetry of Classic Hymns. Ed: Anna Marlis Burgard. Berkley: Celestial Arts. 2005.
Dios Habla Hoy: La Biblia. New York: American Bible Society. 1983.
Harper’s Bible Commentary. General Ed.: James. L. Mays. San Francisco: Harper & Row Publishers. 1988.
Harper’s Bible Dictionary. General Ed.:Paul J. Achtemeier. San Francisco: Harper & Row Publishers. 1985.
Heidt, William G., O.S.B. The Book of the Apocalypse. Collegeville, MN: The Liturgical Press. 1962.
Holy Bible. New Revised Standard Version. New York: Oxford University Press. 1989.
Holy Bible with the Apocrypha. New Revised Standard Version. New York: Oxford University Press. 1989.
Jewish Study Bible: Jewish Publication Society TANAKH Translation. New York: Oxford University Press. 2004.
Lectionary Page. http://www.lectionarypage.net/. Accessed: 10 April 2013.
New Oxford Annotated Bible with the Apocrypha. Eds.: Herbert G. May, Bruce M. Metzger. New York: Oxford University Press, Incorporated, 1977.

1 Bacon, Ed. 8 Habits of Love: Open Your Heart, Open Your Mind. Pp. 37-38.
2 Ibid. P. 38.
3 Heidt, William G., O.S.B. The Book of the Apocalypse. P. 121.
4 Harper’s Bible Commentary. General Ed.: James. L. Mays. P. 1318.
5 Jewish Study Bible: Jewish Publication Society TANAKH Translation. P. 1353.
6 Harper’s. Pp. 1100-1101.
7 Bacon. P. 36
8 Hallelujah: The Poetry of Classic Hymns. Ed: Anna Marlis Burgard. P. 12.
9 Ibid.
10 Ibid. Hallelujah. Burgard. P. 12.
11 Ibid.